I guess we all know that we have to grow up someday, sometime...maybe... However, no one warns you that growing up is hard to do! Grown-ups are always held in such high esteem. They're the epitome of "cool" becuase they can do what they want when they want, stay up late, eat out and pay with cash (my dad always did that so naturally it's a cool thing to do). What us unsuspecting on-the-verge-of-grown-upness youngsters don't realize is what it takes to get to this seemingly unattainable level of "cool".
Moving 600 miles away from our families was one of those hard steps toward adulthood that is two-fold. On one hand it has made me wonder what we were thinking leaving the comforts of our familiar stomping grounds, and the ever oh-so-good meals provided by the culinary wizzes we call our mothers - and Grandma! There were so many reasons to stay in Colorado...family, friends, our cute little cabin, familiarity...we were comfortable. But, after thinking more about moving away, some dreams started to surface, and we started to realize that at this point in life, our dreams were too big for Manitou Springs. Our comfort was hindering us from stepping out and taking a chance. Today as Nathan and I sat in Bogarts Restaurant (if you are a Humphrey Bogart fan I highly recommend checking this place out!) we started talking about the things we were truly excited about in life, and just being here has inspired us to start pursuing what we are passionate about. I have loved photography for so long now, but my insecurities have held me back from really getting good, or from believing that some of my current pictures are good enough to sell. So, I hope to share some of those pictures with you along the way...feel free to comment on them (I only want your honest opinions, though, as this is the only way I'm going to get better!)
The most challenging yet exciting part of our talk today was discussing our desire to really live in a way that reflects the church of Acts. Living with another couple gives us the opportunity to share all things in common. I know this is going to be the most difficult thing about living here. Naturally, we are going to want our own way, but we hope to learn how to choose our battles, but most importantly, really learn what it means to love our neighbors as ourselves. It seems easier when we're talking about the people next door or down the street, but what about those that live right down the hall? As I'm writing this, I realize that this is like a second chance because I know we didn't do it right the first time when it was with our families (sorry mom, dad, and Sam...) We want to know how to live selflessly, and I think that is one of the reasons we are here.
Just another step in this journey. Well, we need to go unpack and organize our books (and I think Nathan thinks I've been blogging a little too much) so goodnight loved ones!